Our Thursday morning ladies bible study is now 4 weeks into studying "Gideon" by Priscilla Shirer.
It is nourishing to my soul and just really good on so many levels.
This week I found something in scripture that I did not know was there.
The verses are found in Judges chapter seven. These few verses scream God's love, tenderness and patience toward Gideon in an unexpected way.
I love it when God surprises us with His nature.
"During the night, the Lord said, "Get up! Go down into the Midianite camp,for I have given you victory over them! But if you are afraid to attack, go down to the the camp with your servant Purah. Listen to what the Midianites are saying, and you will be greatly encouraged. Then you will be eager to attack." (the Lord speaking to Gideon in Judges 7:9-11)
Did you see it?
God considered Gideon's weakness: fear.
I can't help but think of God as the role of a Dad here in this passage. He looked at his boy and knew victory was certain, even ordained. But his boy was outnumbered 450 to 1. Those odds were all he could see. So God stepped in with patience and spoke directly to the fear raging in Gideon's heart.
It would kind of be like me saying to my kids, "There is no reason to be afraid of the dark. But because I know you are still afraid, I will plug in a night light."
God stepped in and offered Gideon a "night light" to greatly encourage him before battle.
I hope this speaks to your heart as it did my own.
God knows your weakness. He is ever patient toward you and me.
Sometimes I look at the things that God has laid in my path and I want to just place a banner across my head that reads, "I am weak and afraid and timid. I have little faith" just to be sure He remembers who He is dealing with here.
But He already knows.
My weakness is safe in His almighty hands. His heart toward me is love. He patiently builds and grows the character and depth needed in my life that will sustain and strengthen my shaking knees.
I fall into the mindset and even start to believe that God stays frustrated with me. When I mess up or give in to doubt and fear I assume that He is angered.
He is long suffering toward His children....and those He is pursuing.
He gives us chance after chance after chance. He lives outside of time and can't be disappointed because He already knows everything we will ever do. He isn't let down or surprised by our weaknesses because He knew them before we were even born.
This kind of love, this grace that has no end, is mind-blowing to us.
When he first came to Gideon He called him a mighty warrior even though Gideon was obviously hiding in fear from his enemies.
Who would look at someone hiding out and call them a mighty warrior?
Our God would.
The God who see what we will be before we are.
The God whose love toward us fills the lack within us.
Rise up mighty warrior. His strength is made perfect in your weakness.
"He said to me, My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness. Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me." 2 Corinthians 12:9
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